Ponder

Have you ever wonder what will happen if you didn't make a certain step or decision in life? Will it be different now?

Went Cambridge Market for lunch today with a few colleagues...saw one of my co, who volunteered to give us a lift back, though he is on leave today...(So kind of him...) In the car, he mentioned that he is going to fetch his wife later...I was thinking would I live a different life now if years ago there is room for us to develop...hmm...am not saying I regret for the path that I have chosen...but am just wondering...What if I have...I might be missing out all these that am going thru...having a heartbreak, learning to be independent, growing up from setbacks, taking up course...meeting Mr M and new friends at RO...anyway, am contented with what I have now...hmm...or could it be better? Hee...one is never contented with what he/she has? How contradicting! Anyway, things might have changed...people might have changed too...me? Hmm...change for the better...

Suddenly so many 'gan chu'...